Where Have You Been
Part III
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December 3, 2024
When I was a kid I wanted a degree in parapsychology, not knowing that people with these interests have a difficult time being taken seriously or supporting their families. Unfortunately for me, I am not a trust fund kid, and I have an extremely rare disease that has inhibited my ability to work since my late 20’s. I didn’t know it was a rare disease until very recently and there are treatments, but no cure. I am also finding treatments are a challenge with strange side effects.
C’est la vie, right? I am very fortunate to have a very supportive husband and life partner. Without him my life would be far more difficult.
Did you know that you cannot file or collect disability because you are unable to work if you are married?
That puts a lot of pressure on your spouse to do it all.
You should see my medical bills even with health insurance. I am technically disabled and I never in my life though I would use those words for myself, but here I am, and I hope I can make a living with my writing because my physical day to day is great some days and total crap on other days. It is really no fun and makes you contemplate the meaning of life far more than I would like.
I try very hard to stay out of a depressed state because it does me no good, but it is a struggle. There are a few social media groups for my disease, but because it is so rare there are not many of us even worldwide.
I keep asking my extraterrestrial friends, who are not in this dimension, why this is happening, and they keep telling me that it is for my highest and best good right now because of where our planet is in the Universe. When I push for more answers, they will not give them. My liver transplant doctor shared that autoimmune diseases and liver issues are skyrocketing, and no one knows why.
Yes, I ask my friends for help with healing and my health, but as I have said they are not gods, no matter what ancient humans thought about them. They are beings, like us, but not like us. They are all different and have different skills and abilities.
I ask what or where is GOD?
Metatron says:
God is the collective, the everything and everyone, the connections between all living beings. All Living Beings! ALL!
Being human, this connection is severed purposefully. As a human you can feel alone. FEEL ALONE. You are never alone, and the experience is fun, but poses other problems like war. You think you are not connected, and this gives you the ability to harm others. This causes other issues like PTSD and all forms of trauma. Harm will blow right back in your face at some point. I am not talking about Karma. In causing trauma you are traumatized, and it turns into a vicious cycle of the traumatized causing more trauma.
Being human is complicated.
Me:
I am told we line up to be here and experience this. We, meaning our consciousness or our souls or whatever you would like to call who you really are outside of this fragile body.
I make jokes about not reading the fine print of the contract to be human.
And we do it again and again.
Sometimes I am so tired. Soooo tired….
Other times I am filled with joy and hope that we can do better as human beings.
I have found that being in nature helps when I get tired or feel hopeless.
Talk to the animals and the plants. They listen and sometimes you can even hear what they are saying. Everything and everyone hold consciousness. Not all in the same way, but it is there.
You can talk to the plants as well as the neighbor’s roof. My neighbor’s roof has seen a lot and been through a lot and would like a new life. A little fixin’ up. A new life for the next storm that comes through because the roof takes its job seriously. Protection. Shelter. Safety. A dry place in the storm. It holds the energy of the people who created its parts and installed it on the building. It has its own form of life.
Look around you for there is magic everywhere.
By magic, I mean the still unexplained. I was watching an interview by Richard Dolan with Russell Targ. They spoke about remote viewing Jupiter and how this can happen in an instance which is faster than physics thinks is possible! You may watch this interview here:
When I was a kid, I did many of my own experiments. I would have a friend pick out something in their bedroom and send it to me psychically and then we would switch and I would send and they would receive. It was so much fun!
As an adult, on occasion, I will put an object in a chalice I purchased in Tintagel England and have my friends on social media guess the object.
Even my dog astral traveled to me and barked in my ear to get my attention when my spouse was sick.
We are all very capable!!!
Start small if you like. Try speaking telepathically to a plant and see what happens. Trust me, you can tell the difference between your imagination and telepathic response.
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